Sunday, January 21, 2007

My Inaugural Blog...

All thanks to my dear friend - huifU...i'm persuaded to try 'blogging'. Journaling my thoughts is much easier than typing it down which requires me to write with the right grammar, right sentence structuring, right spelling (oh, i forgot there's spelling checker of course), right punctuation, etc... Anyway, i will give a try and see how long i can last.

I titled my blog "The Beloved" which according to Merriam-Webster Dictionary defines beloved as 'a person with whom one is in love'. I love the show 'Everybody loves Raymond' but that's not the reason i gave myself this title but rather I know I am loved (a great revelation that changes my walk with God).

I know I am the beloved of my dear husband (Ian), my mum & dad and most importantly my Abba Father...who love me no matter what i did, who i am, whether i'm skinny or fat, whether i'm pretty or ugly, whether i'm rich or poor, healthy or sick, etc.

The Father's love for His children is so great that He gives us the freedom to reject his love or love Him in return; sometime our choice of actions just pierce His heart.

Many of us (including myself) live our lives never fully sure that they are loved as they are. We search high and low for love & acceptance from wrong relationship, from career, from drugs, etc...not realising that we are already loved by our Father (God).

We all can be so deaf to the voice that call us 'His beloved' and continue to 'strive' to be the perfect one so that we will be loved. All the 'I need to be smart...i need to be cool...i need to be do this or that' or ' i wsh to be like xxx' are foolish discourse. WE ARE LOVED!

God touches me with HIS love (i never experienced in my previous 'relationship' (if there's any) with buddha). Since then i open my heart to be embraced by Him and my life has never been the same...

to finish off >>> "one word frees us and that word gotta to be LOVE and GOD is love..."

41 comments:

Thad said...

Hi Carol, I came upon your blog from the url on your msn, so it will be keeping me entertained for a while. Seems like more and more people are starting blogs nowadays, but I can never maintain the habit of posting so I have given up. I love reading other peoples blogs though.

You brought up the point about how you are beloved (or 'the beloved') and I reckon everyone has that desire deep down to be loved by someone. It's quite scary sometimes the things we can do to get love or even keep love, which really tells us that we are created to be loved. The danger is probably when we start to look for love in the wrong places, because we forget that ultimately we are unconditionally loved by God.

Anyway I don't think I've ever typed love so many times before in one go so I'd better stop. Will go through your other (more recent) posts as time goes by.

Love, Thad :)

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